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Weird Fucked Up Nightmare

Well, had a bit of a really weird set of nightmares lately. Bad Heads keeps pulling me into them, for something she wants to make me aware of about them. I also swear I keep seeing Molly from fayanora's collective running around in the more "Derse" locations... but that isn't the true nightmare.

I have two styles of dreams. One that is memories from Laura!Doppelganger's life. The Other is a set of events on Dreamscape: The Nightplane.

Now, a few explanations of mechanics involved in the world should be explained:

Part of how I know this as a single world, is I can describe buildings and locations, and have other people mention they've shown up in their dreams. They have also done a similar set of conceptual explanations. There is also a map of where different items can be found in the world.

There are quite a few mechanical devices and electronic items strewn all over this world... but they require knowing how to fix them, or knowing somebody who can fix them for you. Usually the only people driving cars are the ones who know how to repair them. Likewise, I tend to be one of the few people using a computers, cellphones and gaming devices in this world.

I'm also one of the few people using psionic abilities, thanks to me learning Tarot Cards, African Geomancy and Iching Geomancy. This ontop of the extended abilities practicing Martial Arts and swimming gives over there. So there are abilities that don't entirely reflect how they do in the waking world in the Dreamscape: The Nightplane. No, it is not easy to predict what waking abilities will give the best abilities in Dreamscape. Bad Heads points out Botany gives a LARGE amount of power over there, as does cryptozoology and other biology based fields.

The buildings in Dreamscape: The Nightplane have counterparts in the waking world. Typically for something in the waking world to show up in The Nightplane requires that item to have a LOT of emotional energy around it. Whether this is inspired by it being seen in the dream world and brought into the waking world, or it being powerful enough in the waking world is a HUGE Chicken/Egg type paradoxical question that a proper answer can never be given in any satisfying amount.

The thing is: usually there is only parts of stuff in the waking world that match dreamworld stuff. Creating a patchwork architecture in Dreamscape.

Usually there are two emotional constructs in the Nightplace, that is Derse and Prospit. Yes, I did lift those terms from Homestuck. It nicely has terms that are useful for me to describe stuff in my life. Especially Blackrom ideas of Kisnemsis and Auspices, which I have had occur a LOT in my life... and it seems others don't entirely understand those existing without any kind of proper explanation.

Derse locations are usually born out of a LOT of anger, hatred and suffering. All the Blackrom based emotions and ideas... or Blackemo. Prospit locations are usually born out of a LOT of joy, love and kindness. All the Redrom based emotions and ideas... or Redemo. Which just having Molly from Fay's collective show up in the Derse locations, and quite a few of her drawings end up there... it is rather disconcerting.

Not the building I am currently living in. That is the former "New Wings" Vancouver. Now owned by Atira Women's Housing as "Sereena's". It... is is fucked. The entire building shows up in the Nightplane. Unaltered for the most part. It actually actively resists being altered as well.

Which appears to be what Bad Heads wanted me to know. The building I live in is apparently some really weird Eldritch Location.

And... something's hunting grounds.

I don't think Bad Heads is going to require me to enter into it as much, now that I've met the hunting creature. At first I thought I woke up next to a Windago, and was all like, "well, fuck, now I'm dead"... and the only thing I could think of was to say, "Woden? ... uh... Holda?" Trying to fake speaking German. Apparently it was enough to freak whatever the entity was out, into thinking I was able to face things as powerful as it down. Because that is what you do when you face a Windago... pretend you are all buddy buddy pals with Frau Holda... totally... >.>'

Turns out it likely wasn't a Windago, on the grounds there are too many living people nearby for it to be a Windago's Territories. Those are kind of notorious for having everybody on them dead.

Whatever I saw stalking around was extremely powerful and Blackemo based in nature.

So... apparently, I'm living in an Eldritch Location that matches itself perfectly in Dreamscape that is the hunting grounds for something really Blackemo and Powerful. First off, most locations are NOT likely to have perfect counterparts between Dreamscape and Wakingscape. There are usually lots off between the two. Even if it feels like walking around the Nightplane, there is usually enough different to tell the two apart.

The even weirder part is: there is a video game imprint on this area. Like... a pixel art based interactive media that can be played while in this area of the Nightplane. Something that is there specifically for me to grab.

So yeah... fucking irritating nightmares...

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fayanora
10th Jun, 2013 04:41 (UTC)
I don't have an explanation for Molly being there. It would make more sense for Shao'Kehn to be there. I'm pretty sure She is the reason why ghosts and other spirits take one look at me and run screaming in the opposite direction.
katrinathelamia
15th Jun, 2013 23:49 (UTC)
Well, yeah... my generally hanging out in Blackemo Dreamscape locations generally gives away I'm not easy to throw around.

It would not be the first time I've met other people there... though usually people stick to the Redemo locations. With the Blackemo generally being bare except for the ones that hunt in those areas.

Though... Molly Elizabeth being one of the hunters really does not surprise me right now... Alex being a hunter would surprise me more. -shrug-
fayanora
16th Jun, 2013 01:34 (UTC)
Molly Elizabeth being one of the hunters really does not surprise me right now... Alex being a hunter would surprise me more. -shrug-

Really? For me, it would be the other way around.
katrinathelamia
16th Jun, 2013 06:47 (UTC)
Alex is far more human than Molly Elizabeth.

While Alex seems to detest many actions of humans, he still seems to work and act as a human to try to repair the damage the other idiots create as human.

Molly is forever eight or ten years old and a giggly dark girl. That is pretty much a profile for a terrible monster. You know... like how Agent Jay handled the Men In Black entrance exam.

If anything, I think Molly is kind of the sort of model for that little girl carrying around a Quantum Physics text book.

Alex is more just angry and irritated... because he is trying to help put humanity right... and people keep fucking with the dipswitches and toggle settings he wants it at, making it all suck.
fayanora
16th Jun, 2013 23:06 (UTC)
That is a very apt description of Alex. And a very... eye-opening and surprisingly apt description of Molly. And she *is* somewhat evil, beyond the Wednesday Addams stuff. Doing things like putting Raffi songs on an endless loop in our head when it's been months since we let her play her Raffi album for real, or putting country western music on to play internally. *Shudders* She laughs maniacally every time we cringe at "She Thinks My Tractor's Sexy" being played internally.
katrinathelamia
21st Jun, 2013 05:54 (UTC)
Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
Though it is one of the weirdest things for Michelle to deal with on him. The guy is human... he is trying to fix human. He is mostly annoyed at the other humans for being so terrible with how they handle stuff. Maybe he hates black guys similar to how black guys tend to hate blacks guys sort of thing.

However, Michelle has been asking to play with Molly. Seems Michelle knows a bit about how something would turn into a monster--either in the Blackemo areas, or be attracted to the Blackemo areas from it (chicken and egg thing again).

Michelle went more the obvious Eldritch Abomination route... while Molly went the eternal 7 year old route.

Due to my body's current issues with lacking of strength, Michelle hasn't been able to draw much for her dark fantasies... and well, writing is always easier when there is another head involved.

So how about it? Let the sentient flesh eating chocker vines with blue flowers and floating diamond face play with the immortal eternal seven year old?
fayanora
22nd Jun, 2013 00:03 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
katrinathelamia
22nd Jun, 2013 00:19 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
Oh come on...

Imagine the stuff Molly and Michelle could create if they put their heads together.

Just think of it for a bit... the play dates would be awesome!
fayanora
22nd Jun, 2013 00:46 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
I don't wanna get et. Those flowers sound like they'd eat me, and not in a fun way. *Giggles*
katrinathelamia
22nd Jun, 2013 01:01 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
What would the fun way of eating you be?
fayanora
22nd Jun, 2013 01:05 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
Oh come now, you know what I mean!
katrinathelamia
22nd Jun, 2013 01:09 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
You do realise those flowers can be manipulated in a way that would allow them to eat you in the fun way.

Have you ever had your snatch chewed by a carniverous flower until you cum silly while spiked vines and toothed flowers hold your body in the air like a little rag doll?
fayanora
22nd Jun, 2013 01:26 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
No. But then we don't have a little miss kitty. Just Joan and her two hairy sisters. (Who hang around all day doing nothing but being a pain.)
katrinathelamia
22nd Jun, 2013 01:31 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
Your seven year old form has those as well?

I just kind of assumed... what me being a flesh vine mass of creation here, that you'd have modified that on your seven year old form.

Do you want me to chomp off Joan and her sisters, and then use pollen to have your body give a painful allergic reaction that has a side effect of stopping the bleeding during the puffed up pain fest down there?

Or maybe I could strap you down to a metal table and do make shift SRS to your seven year old form with a rusty saw blade?

Or maybe we could talk about other activities in which we are close and sharing personal bodily fluids?
fayanora
22nd Jun, 2013 01:35 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
No, you silly billy. Just the body. The body has Joan and her two hairy sisters, Drizella and Anastasia. OBVOSLY my headspace self is a normal looking little girl with girly bits.
katrinathelamia
22nd Jun, 2013 01:43 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
Well, now then... since it is just Head Space versions interacting, why the heck did the physical body versions of either of us come up?

Or are you just trying to distract me from restraining you in the air like a powerless weak bag of flesh while I have my way with giving pleasure to your body, making you scream sweat and beg and pant and cry and produce far more nectar than I could with a hundred flesh eating flowers?

Or maybe you have some other activity planned. I mean... Seven Year Olds and Flowers... it is something to be associated there.

Creepy Evil Seven Year Old and Eldritch Abomination Creeper Vine Flowers just would make sense to meet up.

Or perhaps you'd prefer my Dryder form?
fayanora
22nd Jun, 2013 01:47 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
Well, now then... since it is just Head Space versions interacting, why the heck did the physical body versions of either of us come up?

I dunno. But it was funny. :-)

Or are you just trying to distract me from restraining you in the air like a powerless weak bag of flesh while I have my way with giving pleasure to your body, making you scream sweat and beg and pant and cry and produce far more nectar than I could with a hundred flesh eating flowers?

*Gets very wet, and blushes*

Or maybe you have some other activity planned. I mean... Seven Year Olds and Flowers... it is something to be associated there.

What, like picking those flowers? *evil grin*

Or perhaps you'd prefer my Dryder form?

Whozamajiggawha?

Edited at 2013-06-22 01:47 (UTC)
katrinathelamia
22nd Jun, 2013 02:53 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
Those flowers continue to live and grow as part of me, even if they are not physically attached...

Though when picked off, they will attempt to heal themselves and grow quickly as a response... usually eating whatever flesh is available... I'll let your imagination come up with responses for how that could be made fun.

Dryder form is a fun one... I go spider from the legs down, and get six more eyes in my newly formed forehead.

The Dryder form is highly venemous and generally will keep you from moving... if the webbing didn't... and then proceed to digest your insides while I have sex with them... and then eat them. You know, for stronger hatchlings.

I'd much prefer to have a vine pick you up by your ankle and have another one give a good swat on that incorrigible butt of yours. Maybe move into to hold you still with my vines while I use on of the flowers to kiss you.
fayanora
22nd Jun, 2013 04:12 (UTC)
Re: Michelle does still enjoy Alex despite his humanity
No to the spider. Flowers sound cool.

BTW, I made a Tumblr! Puella_kislany is the username.
fayanora
16th Jun, 2013 23:08 (UTC)
PS
BTW, while she IS an age shifter, Molly prefers to think of herself as eternally 7. Something about that number she really loves.

And you know, but I can't help thinking you're right about her. I always knew she wasn't normal for a little girl, seeing as she likes sex with older people, especially older men, but the way Molly giggles at your description of her... it's almost a cackle. o_O
katrinathelamia
21st Jun, 2013 05:44 (UTC)
Re: PS
Ah... 7 years old. That will help.

Yeah... and Michelle (Bad Heads is now going by that name) has mentioned she does sometimes enjoy doing the little girl form. She mostly cannot as she is aware of the damage that has happened... or rather, she has forgotten the memories to the damage that has happened by locking them up. This on top of this Elissa Crickmore-Payne character that shows up every now and again.

Michelle has mentioned that Elissa wasn't one of her nightmares, BTW...

But Molly reacts similar to how Elissa does on some timelines where she is created. So that is mostly how Michelle or I recognise this.

Michelle suggests a bit of a play date with Molly... mentioning that she might be able to play rough enough with Molly to have her simmer down in your skull a bit.
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